25 July 2008

當天的我太天真...

唔知點解全部做戲o既不幸橋段總會發生o係我身上...先係屋企...之後係朋友...而家...係自己...

我一路都相信...明天會更好...一直以為以樂觀心情過每一天...珍惜已擁有的一切就可以開開心心咁過活...

今日...我知道...我學曉...這全都是錯的...

一直相信的...原來是不可信的! ... 最誠實o既說話,原來真係最虛偽o既大話~~

不敢跟任何人說... 亦不知該如何道出...

更可悲是...事情發生的時候... 剛巧要工作了...

心情簡直崩潰了... 但...竟可以裝作堅強地工作...

原來...最傷心o既時候...真係...喊唔出... 就好似...當日...老豆出事一樣...

面前o既路... 我...真係唔識點行啦......

6 April 2008

My 23 rd Birthday~

Thanks {Ming Ming, LC, Hoi Lam & Duncan} for giving me an enjoyable dinner time!

It's great fun! ^_^

Also, I would like to thank those who send me sms or say Happy Birthday to me via phone.

We've taken a number of photos & I'll post it later!

Moreover, thanks Mum for bringing me to this world so that I could have a chance to meet you excellent guys!

It's a big day for me...but...Hin is not with me... Though I know he's busy with his work...still...I'm quite disappointed...I wish he could spend more time on me ... at least to stay with me on my birthday...

5 April 2008

A Crazy hot pot dinner for celebrating my birthday with the Kwok's.

Very full~ Thanks for the dinenr, the Limited Birkenstock sandals, and the box of Konami's game! ^_*

4 April 2008

Shopping in Shatin with Mum & Tommy.

3 April 2008

A 'low-B' Taiwanese dishes with Joan. 鱻=? hoho...魚魚魚 lor~~ 低能呀~~ 爆笑的晚上! 

Not brave enough to have any changes of what I have now...

My dream..my goal...seem to be far far away from me... >.<

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Miss the days when I was together with my adorable classmates~~ Those days are really memorable.

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Life is full of choices,

Making decisions is a long life task,

The struggles of the decision making are really troublesome!

3 July 2007

呢日係軒軒o既birthday...但佢仲o係大陸...原本準備了再一次難忘o既生日畀佢...可惜....夜晚10點幾...打左次畀佢...想親口同佢講happy birthday...想唔到...佢竟然岩岩返左黎hk...不過...冇緣見面~ 今日另都係第2個人o既重要日子~~ 恭喜立生!! 新婚愉快~ 白頭到老~~ 鬥爭左好耐...同阿sir, cherry,文融去尖東ceo 唱完k...最後...都係去左睇立生wedding... 真係有d心酸... 場面的確感動...不過...因為自己o既感情事...睇到人地結婚咁開心..真係有d無奈&感慨~~ 但...真係衷心恭喜立生!

5 July 2007

今日放工約左阿華o係olympian2 睇"史力加3", 套戲..又有"嬌嬌" lol...無奈-.- o係仙跡岩食左麵線先睇戲~ 多謝你親手做畀我o既chocolate cake...好感動... 對不起...其實我整晚都諗住軒軒......都有一排冇人送我返屋企... 哈哈~ 多謝你呀,阿華! ...估不到...你送到我樓下,要說再見之時,竟然會向我索吻...再次對不起... 因為...我的心...暫時都仲係只有...軒軒.... >.<  如果我識你遲d就好啦....咁我就有個對我好好o既男朋友....你真係對我好好,好就我..... 或許係時間o既錯啦...... 個cake真係好好味...第一次有男生親手為我整蛋糕! 真係好感動~ 我呢世都會記得!

25 July 2007

今日放工去捧細細佬tommy場~~ 地點:沙田大會堂~~ 仲有琳琳、陳音等人~~ 晚餐..m記-.- 哈哈~因為細佬o係後半場先出現, 所以o係新城市行左陣先入場,好野..有陳音陪我行街街~~ 佢又真係幾好wor,乜都陪我睇,又唔怕悶~~ 多謝你柸starbucks strawberry milk tea~ thanks!! 9點入場,細佬好似ape隻野~笑死! 完show..去後台影相! 之後由兩位猛男,細佬+陳音護送之下搭bus返屋企!

 中間係細佬～ 其他相後補!

29 July 2007

今日約左LC,我o既鋼琴老師放工,學完琴去mongkok行街~~ haha..一路話唔買野o既佢...只得佢有收獲=.= ....行左陣....突然電話響左我最愛o既鈴聲....係軒軒........ 佢話帶我去佢新居.... 心軟o既我....始終都係去左! 老師,對不起...咁早就走~~ 搭巴士途中,諗左好多野~~ 諗下我應唔應該去．．．我仲可以返轉頭...始終都係去左~ 先去"五十嵐"食野....之後...去佢新居...有一半furniture 係西貢間屋o既...感覺好親切... 不過...我地...就好少講野... 估唔到...佢錫我,我竟然會reject.... 哭了... 軒軒都有d驚訝吧~~  唔好意思.... 好似d BB咁．．．講唔出感受...就只識喊 >.< 我真係唔想失去你...但卻無法捉緊你! 好幾日都無法入眠.... 加上壓力...又一路都冇假放~ 攪到8月...幾乎病足成個月~~

很想很想你...經常失眠...滿腦子都是你... 仍舊這麼繁忙?... 小心身子!

好傻呀...返工,放工途中,行街...都成日四圍望...因為...好想見到你...但..你應該又o係大陸啦~~ 你o既birthday gift...仲o係我度...真係唔知有冇機會畀到你...成日畀朋友仔話...點解仲放唔低...因為...真係好愛軒軒lol.......如果可以...我都想好似拍戲d人咁..跟蹤佢...偷偷咁睇下佢,見到佢開心,平安..就夠lu~ 哈哈!! 原本以為我都有能力去放低軒軒...因為..我身邊都有個對我好好o既男仔...但唔知點解...佢呢兩日態度突然唔同晒~~ 可能...我對佢唔好啦~~ 可能始終個心都有軒軒...所以想同其他男生保持距離...講真...我好想去接受另一個..起碼有人錫我先Y...(好似自私左ｔｉｍ．．）...但始終...我真係需要時間...同埋...真係好需要多d安全感~~ 或者唔係咁多人知...其實自從老豆唔o係度...屋企發生好多野...但...要面對o既...實在太多太恐怖...果時...突然失去摯親...又有咁多問題...其實嬌嬌已經好冇安全感~~ 而且...d問題..到而家都沒停沒了.........我可以點? 其實我唔係真係咁堅強ga咋..只係我唔想將d問題帶到其他人身上! 我都想我愛o既人開開心心,可能對住一個開心o既嬌嬌! 但...我都想...對方可以關心我多d.....

呢排成日返工...schedule排到爆...真係好累~~又開始病病地...真係好想有你...畀個膊頭我依靠下...